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2006-07-03T08:08:00.000-07:00

ohman.i dont know whats wrong with me lahh.i go school not happy to see someone but also felt very jealous at the same time(dont think anyone will know what im talking)haha.but seriously,i really dont know.i think that im thinking far too much bout someone.SADDENING!!yesyes,i always tell myself to stop thinking.but when i close my eyes to sleep,i jux will remember the times we had together.okay okay,i shant talk bout it any longer.HAHA.

back to the happy stuffs,well..there isnt alot of happy stuff.but i know me,mana banana,hannah,val,sarah and kelly will always remain good friends!!YAYYS((:three cheers for us man=)HOHOHO.hmmm.as for zijie and david,let me see.MUHAHAHA.they are quite irritating at times lahh!!hahha.forever making me angry dehhs(:

yuppyupp,and i want to say a BIG BIG THANK YOU to those who gave me birthday presents!!really appreciatiated them=))THANK YOU LANZ,MY TWIN,for getting for me the big big bag too!!HAHAHA.although its like so long ago already.yeah.hmmm.and tai is AN ASS LAHH.hahaha.promise to buy for me a present.so LONG ALREADY!!hahaha.he called ME AN IDIOT SOMEMORE!!MUHAHAHA.okay.time to sleep now.yayys.i love sleeping(((:LOVE!

2006-06-26T08:24:00.000-07:00

HELLO!!((:came actually came bac from bangkok and chiangmai several days ago already.hahaha.yupp.went for church camp and church mission trip with my cell group.yeah.was budget airplane lahh!!!hahaha.my first time sitting budget plane.haha.coz singapore airline dont have domestic flight.NO CHOICE!!=)took 2 hrs to go bangkok.yupp.went shopping for 1 whole day.the other day stayed at hotel listen sermon and talks.then took 1 hr to reach chiangmai.quite cold in the airport!and they work super super slow=)worse than ME.MUHAHAHA.waited SO LONG JUST TO CHECK OUT((:took coach to a small motel i guess to stay for 1 night before setting to the village the next morning.we like keep asking for toilet paper,hot water,soap,towel,in fact,practically everything!!HAHAHA.yeah.then another 3 hours ride on coach to reach a small small shan church.its like a kampong house!COOL.i met john and ken.i guess both of them are preachers,but they look like any other shan people there.the water there is quite brownish yellowish.hahha.but its quite cool lorhh(((:i really really miss the people there.wanna go bac there when im older!!yupp.thats all.LOVE//

2006-06-24T09:52:00.000-07:00

hello guys!!jux celebrated my 14th BELATED birthday today!hahah.din even know that my frens would give me presents lorhh.hahhaa.yep.now my eyes closing,brain not working already((:MUHAHAHA.today was like super super fun lahh.got me,kelly,jumana,sarah,hannah,lynnette,zijie,valerie,david and darren tan((:HAHAHA.wahh.so much smoke at first man.then the fire slowly and gradually gg no more.hahaha.yupp.COOL.then suddenly dunno y,they all gone missing.i din know what happen lahh.then i spotted kelly.she asked me to leave the bbq food and go lie at the swimming pool chair star-gaze-.-WHEN THERE WASNT ANY STARS AT ALL!!!HAHAHA.then out of nowhere,got birthday song and cake for me lahh.hahah.THATS SUPER NICE OF THEM((:IM SO TOUCHED LAHH=))after cutting the cake,they dragged me to the swimming pool and pushed me DOWN!!ohman,super funnyO.Oi think then kelly or someone started to throw my EXPENSIVE mango cake at one another's face!!so wasted man!hahha.but anyways,i did have alot of fun lahh.darren wanted to wish me happy birthday,then i shook his hands with whipped cream on my hand and threw it at him(((:yayys.its a success man.HAHAHA.then chat at my house there until bout almost 11pm.there was alot of leftovers!!stupid hisyam muddin din come=)hahaha.I WILL NEVER EVER FORGET THIS EVENT.IT WAS SUPER MEANINGFUL!!!LOVES FRENS.YAYYS.THREE CHEERS(((:

2006-06-15T09:00:00.001-07:00

HELLO!!you have no idea how i feel now.cause im like leaving singapore in 13 hours time.will be at the airport at 11am tmrw morning i guess.im not very happy lahh.i dont know.i jux dont feel righ leaving singapore.i will sure miss the company of all my friends(((:but at least i got my church friends with me.HAHAHA.today i went crazy man=))bought 2 skirts,a bag,a brooch,a pair of slightly heeled pump shoes,and something that LANZ TOH bought for me!!hahaha.spent like siao.cannot help it lahh.hahaha.tmrw gg thailand somemore.MUHAHAHA.i will try to bring back as many gift as possible.hahah.not to forget liyan,daniel tang,david and belated zijie's birthday present!!((:not to forget my own!yayys.i will miss yaa guys for a week!SADDENING MAN.kk,shant talk anymore.goodnight guys!I WILL MISS ALL OF YOU.YAYYS.(((:

2006-06-09T07:12:00.000-07:00

NICE NICE THINGS HAPPEN FOR A REASON

HELLO GUYS.i jux ended my BAND CAMP today.yayys!!so happy to be bac home to hugg my piggy(:wahh.today wentfor dragon-boating.like 15 people in the boat!!hahaha.if capsize...die lahh!hahhha.yesyes..wahh.we like train very very hard for that few minutes race lahh.that instructor was telling us that must have team-work..blah blah blah.hahaha.I PADDLED LIKE SIAO LAHH.and shouted the timing alot.especially with laura and rophi!!!WE SOAKED OUR FEET IN THE WATER TOO!!BLUR MURKY WATER!!((:there was a "no signboard seafood" restaurant.MUHAHAHA.

HAHAHA.we actually supposed to play treasure hunt in the night wann.hahah.then in the end,got reflection bout our discipline.haha.yeah.but i learnt quite a few things though.haha.i think casper very upset that we din play the game that casper and group organised.haiz.hahah.

ohya.shhh.but at night supposed to lights out at 1230.but i went jumana's badminton people room to TALK TALK TALK(:MUHAHAHA.until bout 1 plus?then keep gg toilet!!!FOR FUN.AHHAA.GABRIEL SAY THAT HE IS SEXY.well,he's NOT!hhaaha.yes yes.i saw chermaine and both hannahs too.camp was FUN=)

never forgetting you will be behind.
pressing me on whenever i need you.

2006-06-01T08:18:00.000-07:00

ICE-SKATING WAS REALLY FUN!
JUST HOPE I DONT KEEP
FALLING!!

hey guys!wahh.last friday was really a great day for me man!!hahha.went ice-skating with hannah,jumana and sarah!!hahaha..OOO LA LA(: we skated like for 3 hours then was quite tired but super fun lah!i improved my ice-skating skills again!yayys=)BUT..fell down like 5,6 times.super funny.WET.hohoho.yeahh.sarah din know how to skate,so i went with her and GUIDED her first!haha.then went to eat pizza for lunch-cum-dinner.coz earlier on no time to take lunch.suppposed to go ice-skating at 10am but that stupid hwa chong school reserved!was totally suay lah!hahahs.actually supposed to eat seoul garden at jurong point also:(but nevermind,pizza hut isnt as bad after all.hahah.okays.

now,time to talk bout my school holiday stuffs!hahahha.totally busy and very LIMITED TIME to go out lahh.As im gg to thailand on holiday and mission trip,i am really trying to rush like MAD to do my homework finish.so that i will enjoy myself down there(:yayys.it would be so so fun to go with my church friends lorhh.but every subject think got bout 3-4 pieces of homework!can die la!!hahahhaa.okays.gtg now.byebye guys(:i hope this is not the last time i type before i leave!!MUHAHAHA.LOVE=))

WANTING YOU TO BE MINE
ALWAYS WAITING FOR YOU
NEVER FORGET THE TIMES
WE HAD TOGETHER

2006-05-21T08:35:00.000-07:00

i know you will be there..

hello guys.something happened quite long ago somewhere in march.but i only decided to say it only now.well.it jux happened.anyways.i really regretted it.i know that it was practically my fault from the beginning.i dint treasure him enough.that was why when we patched bac.it broke of again.

actually it started off quite well..then when he came bac from council camp..he is jux not himself again.there was something amiss that i couldnt describe.that night.when he told me that i could only blame myself for all the wrongs.i was truly upset.why did he want to patch bac if he doesnt even learn how to trust me enough yet.

it was mistake on my part alright.but he din gave me enough time to show him that i truly is concern bout him.it was jux over in a short while.well..its all useless to say anything now.coz i know that he wouldnt have read this anymore.im not typing this for hiim to see or what.i jux want him to know that my care and concern for him will never change.never.no matter how much he has changed.no matter what attitude he gives to me.i will always take it in.always.

i know that it would be very difficult to forget him.i have already tried my very best.but i just couldnt.i really couldnt.everytime i want the most to try to forget.the memories that i have spent together with him just come bac.

to him:i thought that we could be together forever.but its no longer possible anymore.i jux wanna thank you for the 5 months 11 days that you have spent together with me.really thankful and grateful.i hope that you will always keep our memories in your heart.never will it be destroyed.it will always be close to my heart.i wished time could travel bac when we first started.anyways..i will be gg off on 19 june to thailand till 23 june.really want to forget you as soon as possible.i know i sound very very stupid.but i cant help it.the more i want to let you go..the harder it is..thank you for all the memories that you personally planted on me.

cant get over you...

2006-04-05T21:39:00.000-07:00

HELLO!!!!HAHAHA.IM NOW IN CLASS LAHH=))hahah.IT class lorhh.done my work already.HOHOHO!!later im gonna do a freezeframe performance!my class won first prize lorhhs.COOL RIGHT??MUHAHAHA((:SUPER SUPER BORING!later kenna caught DIE lorhh! hahaha.like a few months din blog lerrs,aiyohh.very very LAZY lehhs.almost forgot my password for this account also=)) learning flash animation now.hahaha.nvm.i super pro dehhs'-'
HAHAHA.YESTERDAY HISYAM MUDDIN BIRTHDAY!MAYBE GONNA BUY A PRESENT FOR HIM!but dunno what to buy lehhs.IM NICE=) hahaha.okays lahh.i go find another thing to do already.hahah.bye guys!!LOVE YAA LOADS(:

2005-12-16T07:09:00.001-08:00

im finally blogging again lorrs.hahaha(:sho long din use com lerrs.realli tired.but all was worthwhile though.well..maybii im nort in the right state of mind right now.I MISS CHURCH CAMP!!=))we played rudgby wiif papayas..captain's ball wiif sponges n whipped cream..nwater bombss too!!realli realli missed all moii bunkmatess.n the tiime all of us had together.was realli a great experience forr miee.we acted as well!the guys on the other side of the wall.keeps banging n banging n banging.so we retaliated.HAHAHA(:yesterdae worship ended at 1 plus.played cards n ate n ate n ate till bout 3 plus.took a bath at 4am.brush moii teeth at 5.read bible->5 plus.slept around 6am.HEHE(xden woke up two hours later.8am.haf eye bags!AHHHH!!

seriously..i tinkk the camp was great.got to noe alot of new frens.i smile..tey smile too=)wrote quite a number of encouraging cards forr them.i wanna thankk god forr making tiis camp a memorable one!i love youu guys(:see yaa in church]]

2005-11-09T04:38:00.000-08:00

heyys guys!haizz.todae bad and good day lorrs.miee and moii mum quarrelled.she dun allow miee to buy shirts lorrs.likk wads the big deal man.dunno wads wrong wiif herr.moii sis somemore scolded miee wiif moii mother.she ishh likk sho muchh 'SMALLER' than miee!aniwaes.dun wanna tokk bout them lerr lahhs.
-sad man-

okayy.now ferr the muchh muchh better one.hmmm.i went out wiif moii dear.went to watch movie.bet he and i enjoyed iit lotts.i bought a headset yesterdae too.went ice-skating wiif moii frens.realli fun lorrs.went to nikki's hse.did hw in the evening.after ice-skating.got cut in the flesh wenn ice-skating lorrs.wenn to nikki's hse downstairs carpark.cycled.WINDY!feeling sho nice.went to tokk on the playground.SUANING MYSELFF.HAHAS.jux love todae and yesterdae.

-happiiee forever-

2005-10-31T07:29:00.000-08:00

heyys guys!!long tiime din post lerrs.hahas.guess wad/i cut moii hair!!HAHA.okayy.tinkk ishh quite nice lorrs.hehe.went swenn's birthdae party.iit was damn fun lorrs.go suana thingy.hahas.yupps.everyone chatted bout practically everythingg.skool.daily life.love life.lotts of wonderful tinggss.IAN AND NIKKI tokk lotts of crap.well.but i tinkk i tokk the most lorrs.well.tey sure haf 'FAT LEGS'.thaks to the suana water.HAHA.in the suana ferr bout 4 hours.dun wanna get up mahhs.reached home bout 9 plus.got to go now lerrs.TAKE CAREE:))

2005-10-21T02:08:00.000-07:00

heyys jacqueline here!! got a new blog.no.actualli.ishh moii first one.yupp.thaks to moii sweet sweet fren JUNEE and LYNETTE ferr teaching miee'hehe.dun realli noe wad to wriite now.
coz first tiime mahhs.hope urr find moii blog okayy!got to go now.but will blog again soon kayys.take care everyone!huggs=))